Another...

Tonight seems even less successful than the eve before. I am bored with my mind and curious to know if there is something anything that I have yet to truly find. Is this the life that I will continue through eternity? I contemplate the need to drink tonight. Who really cares? I will not die from one night... I don't know if I can die at all... What I do know is that life has no meaning... I must find something to go on for. (a blood tear rolls down her eye with a sigh of pain and relief)