summer falls...

as the summer months encroach upon the humans, the smells overwhelm my senses. i chose to linger in the air to remove myself from their stench. i can't seem to find him as usual, always playing these trixie games. i'm sure he's in a bar somewhere enjoying himself while he taunts the females... they are drawn to him quickly, just as the males are drawn to me... but he sees them as mere play things, he has no mercy. i miss watching him feed, he gives me shivers, despite my inability to feel hot and cold any longer. i saw one of the elders last week, which kept me from checking in here... he was well, but frustrated in general over the simple things we cannot change. although our senses are greater and our abilities stronger, we are still binded by many human disadvantages. *sigh* i better move on before i am overcome by this smell and cannot feed at all...