breath

it is obvious that it is time for me to leave... the arrangements are complicated, but evidently, i do not belong anywhere i have known. i have a chance here... but where will my path take me? i know i am alone in this decision... i refuse to rebel against my better self... even though i often try to stray... i caught the other's scent today, filled with vile and envious thoughts. He doesn't know just how disgusting the other was... it is not my place to spread that rumor.... i have my own plights

there is no place for me