shrieks...

the moon is beautiful this evening... but there are bats circling my castle letting out horrible noises that pierce my calm skies... i am staying in the castle tonight, despite the many invitations across my worlds to leave and be entertained by the humans who know my name... i refuse to feed tonight, i do not wish to be bothered with the crimson mess that follows... i would rather lay away my time and drift to dreams than try to handle myself in their world... my thoughts have become unmanageable... i do not wish to wonder what will come next, i only want to be left here in my own solitude to see the moon and feel His presence... i know He is there and i cannot read His thoughts... but that is by his own intentions and i will not push for something that is not yet my own. my insides burn with hunger, ah, but what is so novel about that? all creatures must find a source of life, but for me, tonight, it is not to be poured into my veins... i will let them suffer through until i feel stronger... human holds have left me weary tonight... i give in to waking dreams